Goodbye, bad times.

Dear readers,

I may have got you wondering about my mindless ramblings about life, boys, work and even my menstrual periods! (GOSH.) I know i've been out of the radar for quiiiteee a while now. I've been busy sorting out my life. Yes, a lot has changed.

Marshmellow and i called it quits. It happened almost six months ago after four loooong years together. I was broken. I was lost. Fresh wound but i'll be alright! I'm not going to get into intimate details, but yeah. It's over.

It was a hassle for me (and VERY painful) to live in Shah Alam and travel to work in PJ EVERY SINGLE DAY. I was in shit for the first three months of the break up. I was always always always late for work. (I'm surprised my boss hasn't fired me for all that lateness!) I had majorrr attitude issues, i didn't even know who i was anymore. I had to move in temporarily with the girlfriend so that i didn't have to go through the pain of seeing him all the time. (We lived verrryy close by.) I had to go through majorr humiliation and pain, emotional and physical. You've devoted your whole being to that one person and the next thing you know, you have nothing left. Everything that means something to you has been taken away. Like i mentioned, it was shit. S.H.I.T

But yeah, things are looking a little more brighter on my side now. I'm getting things back on track. Slowly but SURELY! I moved back to PJ about a month ago so it was closer to work. My boss couldn't handle the lateness anymore so he recommended a place nearby. (Thank you, boss!) I absolutely love my new place! And, and, and... I have the best housemate in the world! No, i mean it! I LOVE LOVE LOVE her! She's super super awesome.

I do miss the old times. I do miss the communication. I do miss the laughs. But i realise it's all for good and everything has to come to an end, one way or the other. I've been wanting to remain friends but circumstances are not allowing that to happen with us. So, yeah. It's all for the better, i hope?

Phew! There! Got that off my chest. So now, wonder no more. That's all for now, folks. Til the next post! Toodlesss~

RIP.

You will be missed.

*8445*

I finally got her.

I love you, GOD.

Sexy times.

Just an old picture, for fun.

Have an awesome weekend, kids!

Single beds and threat mails.

Babies!

It's been a while.

So sorry i haven't been updating. CAUGHT UP with work. *screams* It's only my third month and it's mentally and physically straining! But hey, you gotta do what you gotta do.

I've been on a look out for a nearer place to work about 2 months ago. Cab bills are insane! And i've been getting threat mails from weird people. I've been bunking in with the girlfriend for the past two weeks. Poor baby, has to share a single bed with a "fleshy" me, EVERY SINGLE DAY.

I'm still patiently waiting for my dearest Bella Kiss. Hoping and hoping that she'd be delivered to me ASAP. *crosses fingers*

That's all the updates for now, kids! I'm actually blogging from work! Yikes. Til' the next update. I'm gonna miss yoouuu.

Kisses*

She's FINALLY arriving.

After a year looong painful wait.

Best birthday present, EVER.

Demonnnnnn~

My baby's back with me. YAY!

Where are the rainbows and bunnies?

It hasn't been a very good week for me.

Loneliness is slowly creeping in on me. I hate that feeling. It's my 2nd month at work and i am officially hooked on to caffeine and shockingly, nicotine as well. I wouldn't blame work altogether for the sudden addiction since my personal life has been so effed lately.

And when i thought things couldn't get any worse, Demon fell very ill. He got admitted last night. Seriously, how am i suppose to stay sane with everything that's taking place? I'm losing everything that matters the MOST.

Yellooowww.

Babies!

How have all of you been? Good? GOOD!

It's been too long. Wayyy too long. Oh, how much i've missed blogging.

Like i posted in my previous entry, i am OFFICIALLY a working girl now. (I'm still so excited about it!) I've been out of touch with the cyber world for almost a month now. Connection's down, again. I'm actually blogging from work now. (Shhh~) Is that prohibited? I, honestly, don't know.

Anyhooo, life's been a little different lately. So many things have happened in such a short time. Many, many things. Updates when i actually decide to broadcast my personal life to the entire world.

Have a great weekend, kids!

What's in your package?

Babies! It's been wayyy too long. I'm sorry i haven't updated! Been a busy little bee. I am officially a working girl now! It's pretty okay except for the part where you can't do ANYTHING regular anymore. Err.. Like going to the bank at 11am and paying your bills at the post office. (I hate that!) I'm totally old-fashioned! Never believed in online banking. Well, until now. I registered for all the e-bankings!

Urm. Other than that, things have been pretty much the same. Just that i sleep at a decent hour now. No, seriously. I do!

I miss blogging! Ignore the title. I'm running outta ideas.

Goodnight, folks!