Ick.

Well, it isn't working very well. -____-

What's with the insane weather these few days? I find myself waking up every night, fuggin' DRENCHED!

Rain, where art thou?

Gigantic trust funds and Britney Spears.

Hello.

How are you?

Here i am, at 3.10am, TRYING to blog about something. I am officially nocturnal since i left my job. Great! So yeah, i've been getting quite a bit of negative comments on me quitting my job.

"Oh, no. What are you going to do now?"

"How are you managing?" Added with the sorrowful (fake or not, i honestly don't know) look of as though someone close died.

And the best one of all:

"OHMYGOD! WHY?WHY?WHY?"

Well, my mother's reaction was somewhat like that. Or worse. It was a little worrying at first. It ALMOST made me doubt my own decision. But hey, i had my reasons. VALID ones, okay? Seriously.

I am looking. For something of essence. I don't wanna sound like a planet saving superhero (minus the funky latex) but i've always wanted live my dreams. I've always felt like i'm here for something more. Something that's worth your time and energy.  Like feeding homeless kids or saving abused animals. Or something more practical like writing. Something MORE MORE MORE. I don't know how else to put it.

Unfortunately, in this world we live in where money talks, that isn't quite possible. Well, unless you have a gigantic family trust fund or a millionaire boyfriend.

So here i am, looking for a job. Of course i am looking for something of essence. PRAYING HARD that i'll somehow find something that i actually LIKE doing. I would hate to go back to a friggin' 9-5 job that sucks the living daylight out of you. But yeah, i guess that's pretty much how life works. This doesn't exactly mean i'm giving up on finding something i like. NO! I'm just keeping my options open at this stage.

Wish me luck!

I'll leave you with Britney Spears. Oh, Britney. You have no idea how much i miss your not-so crazy days which only involved pedophile-attracting school girl outfits and breast enhancements. But nevertheless, i still love you.

Nite, peeps!