Hello, again!

Babies!

Sorry for the lack of posts. I have been sooo busy with work. (I work on weekends too. -__-) I got a part-time job as an event coordinator until i find a proper permanent one. The best part: It's a Christmas event. Joy! It's pretty tiring though but you get to play dress up with Santa and Santarina. Hair? Check. Make up? Check. Costumes? Check. Reindeers? Err. We're actually still waiting for them to arrive from the North Pole. Ahem* Santa took a flight down. (SIGH. My jokes are sooooo lame.)

Anyhooo, either than working hard, i've been playing pretty hard too! My liver's suffering badly.

-____-

I'm gonna go hit the sheets now. Have an awesome pawsome week, boys and girls! :)

Snack. :)

Yum!

Why did the chicken cross the road?

To get to the butcher's? (Wtf?!)

I never knew the answer to this particular riddle. -___-

Why such a weird name for a post, you may ask? I just wanted something chicken-ish because the boyfriend and i had Hartz Chicken Buffet for dinner last night. The food was okaaayy. Nothing to shout about but i've always loved all these buffet-oriented meals. It's fun! :)

A part of their buffet spread.

Then we played bowling, killing time before our movie started.

We watched 2012. I would have to say, the movie was definitely an eye-opener. I couldn't stop crying.

-________-

It was a GOOD movie. *two thumbs up*

Sha-bang Saturday!

I had a great Saturday night! :)

Oh. And i decided to add my outfit picture. Teehee~

Top/Dress, Colours. White leggings, Blush. Fringe handbag, no brand. Black hightops, Converse.

I partied at Head Quartrs, PJ with a few friends and the boyfriend (who looks so crumply in this picture!). Drinking, dancing and more dancing! :)

The music was intoxicatingly awesome!

Hope you had a great weekend!

Happy Monday.

What do dreams mean?

I had a freaky dream today. FREAKIEST, ever.

Scooter-mania!

Brings me back to my childhood days. :)

Space Kitties.

At our very best. :)

Warning: IMAGE HEAVY.

Our FEVER FREE stickers. :) You get these after they use those laser-like devices on your forehead to check your temperature (I think?). Sainee calls them "brain-scaners". Bahahaha~

So yeah, this was one of our spontaneous nights out. Jasmine and i hit Space and danced the night awayyy. It was, wait for it... LEGENDARY. WTF?! (Who am i kidding?! I can't do Barney.) ROFL.

We even managed to be major camwhores when we got back to Jasmine's place.

By far, one the BEST weekends i've ever had!

I'm craving...

For banana leaf rice.

This post is a total contradiction to my previous post.

Someone, HELP ME!

Bingeing goes right down to my butt!

WTF?!

I have no idea what i'm trying to imply with that title. *Ahem*

I have been craving for a ton of food lately. Like at friggin' 3am, i'd crave for blueberry cheese cake or 'apam balik'. (Damn you, mothereffin' binges!) But the weird thing is, it's not hunger pangs, just GREED taking over my body! SIGH.

You see, i'm supposed to be losing weight because i have actually put on a ton of weight recently. And again, i blame those late night binges! *runs and hides*

DIET.DIET.DIET.DIET.DIET.DIET.DIET.DIET.DIET.DIET.

My very own Piglet.

"If you live to be 100, I hope i live to be 100 minus one day, so i never have to live without you."

-Winnie the Pooh.

Lunch.

Nom. (Just a single nom, for effect.)

I love weekends~

The weekend's here!

Have an awesome weekend, kids!

xoxo

Monkey see, monkey do.

I miss the monkeys in Langkawi. Sigh.

Groceries:

Kitchen's empty again. So, here goes:

1. Bread.
2. Kellogg's Fruit Loops. (Fun!)
3. Nestle' Cookie Crisp.
4. Pringles - New Seaweed flavourrrr! :) :)
5. Kimchi Ramen instant noodles.
6. Eggs.
7. Chicken fillets.
8. Potatoes.
9. Garlic.
10. Onions.
11. Bananas! :)
12. Cheese sausages.
13. Canned sardines.
14. Munchy's Oat Krunch.
15. Meiji Hello Panda biscuits! (YUM!)
16. Sunkist Blackcurrant+Cranberry juice.
17. Milk!

Happy Thursday, darlings!

Pretty, pretty looks!

I absolutely loveeee these looks!

I wannnttttt those pretty dresses!

Monday blues.

I had an awesome pawsome weekend.

I wish it was still Sunday.

SIGH~

Robert P. & Kirsten S.

I know the Twilight saga is extremely over-rated and all but i will not be ashamed to admit that i am indeed a big fan! :) I LOVE LOVE LOVE their photoshoot for the latest Harper's Bazaar. These are my favourites:

If this isn't chemistry, then i don't know what chemistry is!

They're effin' gorgeous together!

I need a break.

From reality.

Three songs stuck in my head.

1. Colorblind- Counting Crows.
2. Every you, every me- Placebo.
3. A white demon love song- The Killers.

Rest in Peace Lila.

There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy.

- Dante.

Numb.

This is, by far, the worst week i've had. I've been going through so much heartache. It's came to a point where i can't take the pain any longer. I'm numb now. I hate this feeling.

I can't sleep at night. My conscience is murdering me. How have i turned to be this person i am now? My heart is turning to stone. And the worst part is, i can't seem to do anything to turn it back.

To make things even depressing, my dearest guinea pig passed away. I'm never having pets, EVER. Demon, Pixie and Melrose will be my last three. I have three more deaths to experience. I don't know if i have the will to live that long.

Things to do before i'm 25.

I like making lists. I dunno why. But i really do. It makes me happy. :)

And so, here i am at 5:33am making a list of things i want to do before i reach the age of 25.

1. Own a wicked Satria Neo CPS.
2. Go on a roadtrip.
3. Learn Japanese.
4. Sing "Careless Whisper" in front of an audience.
5. Sleep under the stars.
6. Learn how to take a compliment.
7. Make love on the kitchen floor. ^.^
8. Go to Japan.
9. Drive a Subaru Impreza WRX, even if i have to rent it!
10. Accept myself for who i am.

This was a totally random one!

Have a great day, darlings.

Does love wear out with time?

I'd like to run away

From you.

But if you didn't come

And find me,

I would die.

- Shirley Bassey

Three songs stuck in my head.

1. Needles- Depswa.
2. Aqueous Transmition- Incubus.
3. Blackbird- Alter Bridge.

"Let the wind carry you home.

Blackbird, fly away.

May you never be broken again."

Manjoyment: Jeffrey Dean Morgan.

After a few serious postings, i've decided to calm things down with a Manjoyment posting. Woohoo! They always make me feel a tad bit better. Today's Manjoyment features Jeffrey Dean Morgan. I fell madly in love watching Grey's Anatomy and fell even deeper when i watched PS: I love you. *Swoons*

He has got the most gorgeous smile. Guys with a smile like that should come with a warning!

"WARNING: SMILE CAN CAUSE FATALITY."

Ugh. That was disgustingly corny. But hey, it's the truth!

I love you, Jeffrey. Marry me, please?

Moving on with life.

If you guys hadn't noticed, i stopped posting about college. I withdrew from college a while back to concentrate on working. More like get a proper job and move on with life. Heh.

I've been extremely unhappy with schooling, it was driving me insane. I've passed that whole phase. (Yes, i do think like a 30 year old. IT'S ANNOYING!) So yeah, i'm planning to work and study on a part time basis. EVERYONE deserves at least a Degree, people. In these times where Certs and Diplomas are used as toilet paper, Degrees are essential for everyone.

But i definitely RESPECT those who work all the way up without a single qualification. When you've reached the top, every single drop of blood and sweat pays off. It truly does.

So yeah, i'm saying my final goodbye to school.

And a big hello to the rat race. I know it's tough to survive in the working world, but what's life without a bit of struggles?

Happy Tuesday, darlings.

Anger management.

Do you need counselling for anger management?

Well, i think i do. -___-

People often say i have a calm temperament. Actually, i do. But only to a certain point.

I have been angry. And in my anger, i often do stupid things. STUPID THINGS. When i'm angry, it feels like someone else takes over my mind and i have no control of what i do or say. (Trust me. It scares me to death.)

My hands shake furiously.

My voice trembles.

My eyes water.

My spine shivers.

Anger doesn't hit me very often but when it does, it's definitely not pretty.

I think i might need help. -____-

Unappreciated, much?

Don't you just effin' hate it when you make an effort to go all out for someone but in the end, they don't give a rat's ass about all the things you've done for them?

Like whatever you've done, doesn't mean shit to them?

When it comes to you, whatever you do is taken advantage of and not a single gesture of appreciation is shown?

But when the tables are turned, you are CONSTANTLY reminded of how much they have done for you?

Well, guess what? This is life.

GET OVER IT.