Here i am, at 3.10am, TRYING to blog about something. I am officially nocturnal since i left my job. Great! So yeah, i've been getting quite a bit of negative comments on me quitting my job.
"Oh, no. What are you going to do now?"
"How are you managing?" Added with the sorrowful (fake or not, i honestly don't know) look of as though someone close died.
And the best one of all:
"OHMYGOD! WHY?WHY?WHY?"
Well, my mother's reaction was somewhat like that. Or worse. It was a little worrying at first. It ALMOST made me doubt my own decision. But hey, i had my reasons. VALID ones, okay? Seriously.
I am looking. For something of essence. I don't wanna sound like a planet saving superhero (minus the funky latex) but i've always wanted live my dreams. I've always felt like i'm here for something more. Something that's worth your time and energy. Like feeding homeless kids or saving abused animals. Or something more practical like writing. Something MORE MORE MORE. I don't know how else to put it.
Unfortunately, in this world we live in where money talks, that isn't quite possible. Well, unless you have a gigantic family trust fund or a millionaire boyfriend.
So here i am, looking for a job. Of course i am looking for something of essence. PRAYING HARD that i'll somehow find something that i actually LIKE doing. I would hate to go back to a friggin' 9-5 job that sucks the living daylight out of you. But yeah, i guess that's pretty much how life works. This doesn't exactly mean i'm giving up on finding something i like. NO! I'm just keeping my options open at this stage.
Wish me luck!
I'll leave you with Britney Spears. Oh, Britney. You have no idea how much i miss your not-so crazy days which only involved pedophile-attracting school girl outfits and breast enhancements. But nevertheless, i still love you.
And yet again i come back with an apology for not updating my blog as often i am supposed to.
If you're getting sick of the apologies, let me tell you something. I am too. I TRY and do my best to update the daily happenings in my life but i'm failing preeettyyyy badly.
Birthday pictures are still pending. I KNOOWWW. Soon kay? I promise! No, really!
Latest updates:
I joined the gym a month ago and surprisingly i haven't lost the momentum! 3 times a week, believe it or not! (Hoping it stays that way!)
I've started reading again!
I watched Red Riding Hood last night. It was amazing. Dark and bloody, just the way i like it. Oh, and the soundtrack is pretty wicked too!
My babies, Demon and Pixie are still in Port Dickson with the folks. T___T Until i get a more suitable place for them to live in.
STILL have my bracers on. (Boohoo.)
And the BIGGEST update issss... *drum rolls*
I'm resigning from my job. After a year and a half of Customer Service in a renowned logistics company, i'm calling it quits. Sad but true. I'm definitely gonna miss my team and the environment at work but i'm doing this to pursue something with more "essence". More updates on that soon! :)
Surprisingly, 2011 has been treating me real well so far. I've got no complaints. I just need to find time to blog often! I've been caught up with work and everything else in between. And with all the drama, heart break and emotional meltdown has definitely turned me into a better person. *smiles*
I turned 24 last Sunday! Wee~ Best birthday, ever! Pictures coming up reaaalll soon!
And so, Bhai (meaning Punjabi male like bloke or chap) decided to surprise me for Valentine's Day with a romantic dinner at Pressroom, BSC. The set up was so pretty, i was almost in tears. Candlelight, roses, chocolates, great food and AMAZING wine.