Goodbye, bad times.

Dear readers,

I may have got you wondering about my mindless ramblings about life, boys, work and even my menstrual periods! (GOSH.) I know i've been out of the radar for quiiiteee a while now. I've been busy sorting out my life. Yes, a lot has changed.

Marshmellow and i called it quits. It happened almost six months ago after four loooong years together. I was broken. I was lost. Fresh wound but i'll be alright! I'm not going to get into intimate details, but yeah. It's over.

It was a hassle for me (and VERY painful) to live in Shah Alam and travel to work in PJ EVERY SINGLE DAY. I was in shit for the first three months of the break up. I was always always always late for work. (I'm surprised my boss hasn't fired me for all that lateness!) I had majorrr attitude issues, i didn't even know who i was anymore. I had to move in temporarily with the girlfriend so that i didn't have to go through the pain of seeing him all the time. (We lived verrryy close by.) I had to go through majorr humiliation and pain, emotional and physical. You've devoted your whole being to that one person and the next thing you know, you have nothing left. Everything that means something to you has been taken away. Like i mentioned, it was shit. S.H.I.T

But yeah, things are looking a little more brighter on my side now. I'm getting things back on track. Slowly but SURELY! I moved back to PJ about a month ago so it was closer to work. My boss couldn't handle the lateness anymore so he recommended a place nearby. (Thank you, boss!) I absolutely love my new place! And, and, and... I have the best housemate in the world! No, i mean it! I LOVE LOVE LOVE her! She's super super awesome.

I do miss the old times. I do miss the communication. I do miss the laughs. But i realise it's all for good and everything has to come to an end, one way or the other. I've been wanting to remain friends but circumstances are not allowing that to happen with us. So, yeah. It's all for the better, i hope?

Phew! There! Got that off my chest. So now, wonder no more. That's all for now, folks. Til the next post! Toodlesss~