Goodnight.

I think i just lost something that mattered the most to me. It hasn't exactly hit me... yet. But one thing's for sure, when it does hit me, the pain is going to be excruciating. When i wake up in the morning to an empty room with nothing to look forward to except the faint smell of pesticide and eucalyptus. When all i can hear are the glass doors shivering when the wind brushes through. When the only living beings around me are my cat and two dogs. With noone to talk to and answer my ridiculous questions. When noone is around to hear me sing off key. When all i do is sit in an idle mode, staring into space with a million things running through my mind. When noone calls to check up on me every hour, asking if i'm doing okay.When noone is around to tell me how their day was. When noone is willing to share a meal with me. When i walk alone in a strange place, with noone to hold my hand. When i have to sleep alone with just the sound of The Black Ghosts playing in the background. And when i wake up, just to find myself alone, yet again.

"Far, far away, no voices sounding, noone around me and you're still there

Far, far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you're still there."